True / False (:

I am a cuddler - True
I am a morning person - False
I am a perfectionist - False
I am an only child - True
I am Catholic - False
I am currently in my pyjamas - True
I am currently single - False
I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False
I am okay at styling other people’s hair - False
I am left handed - False
I am addicted to Facebook - False
I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - True
I bite my nails - False
I can be paranoid at times - True
I currently regret something that I have said - True
When I get mad I curse frequently - True
I like someone - False
I enjoy country music - False
I enjoy jazz music - True
I enjoy smoothies - True
I enjoy talking on the phone - True
I have a pet - True
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - True
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” person - True 
I have all my grandparents - False
I have at least one sibling - False
I have been told that I am smart - True
My CGPA is higher than 2.5 - Currently False -.-
I have broken a bone - False
I have bathed/showered with someone - True
I have changed a diaper - False
I have changed a lot over the past year - False
I have done something illegal - True
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair - False
I have had surgery - False
I have killed another person - False
I have had my hair cut within the last week - False
I have had the cops called on me - True
I have kissed someone I knew I should not - True 

Losing A Friend

That shit hurts. I always blame myself every time someone tends to leave. Was I not good enough ? Was I not worth the keep ? I tried. But I guess people’s definition of “trying” is just different. One way or another, people walk in your life, leave footprints in your heart, leave and you find yourself not the same as how you used to be. Just remember that the things that hurt you now, will eventually make you stronger in the long run.

Langkawi 2011 ♥

  

Revisit Langkawi (:

Pantai Cenang.

Teeeheee. I can't wait to spoil myself with mountains of chocolate, sun, sea, beach & alcohol paired with seafood. Ratheesh, thank you baby. For taking me on a vacation to Langkawi again. The most amazing thing ever, we managed to book The Cabin Langkawi. Booking confirmed. So for Christmas, I'll be in Langkawi chilling with alcohol & eating like a pig, like I always do. :D Can't wait to taste black pepper tiger prawns, deep fried squid, lobster sashimi & etc. OH MY ! I'm gonna turn into a fatter ass as soon as I come back. But no matter what, I'm lovin' the way I am. Heh. Last year when we went to Langkawi, it wasn't as organised as it is going to be this time. So this time, it is gonna be awesome possume yaw !

* Happy happy happy *

11.11.11 ♥

When your bestfriend turns out to be just another dumb bitch.

You know those people who actually want to talk to you, text you, just talk in general. They don’t have a reason, they just want to talk. About anything. They don’t even need to put effort, it just comes natural, the conversation never gets boring. Everything just flows. Those kind of people are the best. Makes me smile. Seriously.

Moody :(

I hate it when you don't give me a chance to talk and you try to conclude your own conclusion and make me feel like one dumb bitch. When will you actually start listening to my god damn explanation ? It makes me so angry that I feel like punching your face, but yet I keep my mouth shut and say sorry for your sake. It is because I don't wish to fight and argue. Why can't you see that I'm changing to be the old Shaby that you know, the one who use to be patient no matter how bad you use to hurt her and break her apart. I'm trying so hard, because I want you to be the last man in my life. I want to marry you and lead a happy life, but yet sometimes I tell myself that one day I'll let you go, because you deserve more, not a bitch like me. But I love you, I love you a lot that I might just die if I take one step away from you. No matter how much you say that I'm dumb and stupid, I'll still love you more day by day. I know I'm fucked up. I'm sorry. :( I hope sometimes you'll give me space to talk out my heart a lil instead of just shouting at me. After all I'm a normal woman too, I need attention and all your love. I know that you love me lots. I just want to be a good girlfriend and wife in the future. I miss you.

I've decided to get Samsung Galaxy S2 White. Oh my, I just can't wait for the day I'm gonna own it.

Vivid . Fast . Slim 

(:

Because I'm young, I'm torn between a world of hate and a world of dreams. I have got so much to lose, so much to gain, so much to fight for and so much to change.

His Tongue :p

It's been a year eight months, but yet I fall in love with you all over again everyday. When it comes to you My Love, you leave me like an addict wanting more of you. I love you.

Happy Anniversary.

Rateesh Padmanathan Weds Shantini Mohan

Not Trashy Bitch !