The Last Day Of The Year 2011 ♥

Me & Him, We Belong Together.

Couples will fight but eventually they realize what's important. They get over it, remember how much they love each other and that's that. The real couples that care about each other really try their hardest to make it work. Until finally, one gets ready to leave and the other stops them and they finally realize what they both have. They talk about their feelings, they comfort one another, they put all that they have on the line and they then finally realize that they both can't live without each other. :)

The Year End Get Away (:

L A N G K A W I

Let’s face it, we’ve all changed. We’ve all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hang-out with our circle of friends that we thought that was going to be there for us “forever”. We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We’ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse.

Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate because someone broke your heart, your best friend betrayed you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it's time. Don't hang onto painful memories just because you are afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren't worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Make something beautiful then destroy it. Meet new people. Make someone's day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and just fucking live. And one day, when you are old, look back with no regrets.

                                                                                                                                         

True / False (:

I am a cuddler - True
I am a morning person - False
I am a perfectionist - False
I am an only child - True
I am Catholic - False
I am currently in my pyjamas - True
I am currently single - False
I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False
I am okay at styling other people’s hair - False
I am left handed - False
I am addicted to Facebook - False
I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - True
I bite my nails - False
I can be paranoid at times - True
I currently regret something that I have said - True
When I get mad I curse frequently - True
I like someone - False
I enjoy country music - False
I enjoy jazz music - True
I enjoy smoothies - True
I enjoy talking on the phone - True
I have a pet - True
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - True
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” person - True 
I have all my grandparents - False
I have at least one sibling - False
I have been told that I am smart - True
My CGPA is higher than 2.5 - Currently False -.-
I have broken a bone - False
I have bathed/showered with someone - True
I have changed a diaper - False
I have changed a lot over the past year - False
I have done something illegal - True
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair - False
I have had surgery - False
I have killed another person - False
I have had my hair cut within the last week - False
I have had the cops called on me - True
I have kissed someone I knew I should not - True 

Losing A Friend

That shit hurts. I always blame myself every time someone tends to leave. Was I not good enough ? Was I not worth the keep ? I tried. But I guess people’s definition of “trying” is just different. One way or another, people walk in your life, leave footprints in your heart, leave and you find yourself not the same as how you used to be. Just remember that the things that hurt you now, will eventually make you stronger in the long run.

Langkawi 2011 ♥

  

Revisit Langkawi (:

Pantai Cenang.

Teeeheee. I can't wait to spoil myself with mountains of chocolate, sun, sea, beach & alcohol paired with seafood. Ratheesh, thank you baby. For taking me on a vacation to Langkawi again. The most amazing thing ever, we managed to book The Cabin Langkawi. Booking confirmed. So for Christmas, I'll be in Langkawi chilling with alcohol & eating like a pig, like I always do. :D Can't wait to taste black pepper tiger prawns, deep fried squid, lobster sashimi & etc. OH MY ! I'm gonna turn into a fatter ass as soon as I come back. But no matter what, I'm lovin' the way I am. Heh. Last year when we went to Langkawi, it wasn't as organised as it is going to be this time. So this time, it is gonna be awesome possume yaw !

* Happy happy happy *

11.11.11 ♥

When your bestfriend turns out to be just another dumb bitch.

You know those people who actually want to talk to you, text you, just talk in general. They don’t have a reason, they just want to talk. About anything. They don’t even need to put effort, it just comes natural, the conversation never gets boring. Everything just flows. Those kind of people are the best. Makes me smile. Seriously.

Moody :(

I hate it when you don't give me a chance to talk and you try to conclude your own conclusion and make me feel like one dumb bitch. When will you actually start listening to my god damn explanation ? It makes me so angry that I feel like punching your face, but yet I keep my mouth shut and say sorry for your sake. It is because I don't wish to fight and argue. Why can't you see that I'm changing to be the old Shaby that you know, the one who use to be patient no matter how bad you use to hurt her and break her apart. I'm trying so hard, because I want you to be the last man in my life. I want to marry you and lead a happy life, but yet sometimes I tell myself that one day I'll let you go, because you deserve more, not a bitch like me. But I love you, I love you a lot that I might just die if I take one step away from you. No matter how much you say that I'm dumb and stupid, I'll still love you more day by day. I know I'm fucked up. I'm sorry. :( I hope sometimes you'll give me space to talk out my heart a lil instead of just shouting at me. After all I'm a normal woman too, I need attention and all your love. I know that you love me lots. I just want to be a good girlfriend and wife in the future. I miss you.

I've decided to get Samsung Galaxy S2 White. Oh my, I just can't wait for the day I'm gonna own it.

Vivid . Fast . Slim 

(:

Because I'm young, I'm torn between a world of hate and a world of dreams. I have got so much to lose, so much to gain, so much to fight for and so much to change.

His Tongue :p

It's been a year eight months, but yet I fall in love with you all over again everyday. When it comes to you My Love, you leave me like an addict wanting more of you. I love you.

Happy Anniversary.

Rateesh Padmanathan Weds Shantini Mohan

Not Trashy Bitch !

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

♥

This Applies To Guys Only (:

Source : 9GAG.COM

One Cigarette Kills 11 Minutes Of Your Life

When I say sorry, believe me I feel it.

When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything's gonna be alright.

When I ignore you, give me your attention.

When I'm quiet, ask me what's wrong.

When I push or hit you, grab me and don't let me go.

When I'm mad and I walk away from you, follow me.

If I didn't text you, it's because I'm waiting for you to text me.

When I say I LOVE YOU, don't doubt. I mean it.

No matter what you look like, you are beautiful in your own way. Don't let anybody bring you down, because the ones that say you are ugly are actually the ones that wish they were as beautiful as you are. ♥

Happy Diwali (:

I want a GUY . . .

♥ Who can wrestle with me and let me win.

♥ Who I can talk to about anything.

♥ Who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets.

♥ Who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow.

♥ Who says I Love You and means it.

♥ Who will kiss me in the rain & in the sunshine.

♥ Who calls unexpectedly.

♥ Who realizes that I say things but don't always mean them.

♥ Who I can go swimming with on hot days.

♥ Who can tell me his problem & and let me help.

♥ Who will tell me I'm beautiful.

♥ Who is simply mine to hold.

and yes, I FOUND HIM.

    

And he watched her take off her makeup and wondered why she ever put it on.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

My heart just wants to say sorry. Please know that  I want to make things right again.

You Are The Reason Behind My Smile.

 One year seven months & five days

Aggelan . . .

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head ? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.


Forgive them anyway.

Unique & Beautiful.

I so wanna get this (:

Peace is not something you wish for. It's something you make, Something you do, Something you are, And something you give away.

That is not a drug, it's a Leaf.

Bitch I'm not insulting you, I'm describing you.